busiest week of the year!
this particular memorable week is undeniably the first time in all of the 19 years of my life that i have come to realise what "stress" really is. life is a mess right now...anger being provoked at a minimum rate of once a day (daily), in addition to assignments, midterms, presentation and misery! its bad. my emotions are chaotic.i can't think straight nowadays, recently living in my own blurrish world. couldn't be much bothered to what's happening around me. block myself out of any sickening matters cos i do not wanna drag myself into any more nonsense, so in short, i'm a living corpse. aww i sound so pathetic, i really am. i'm so lost, i'd even forgotten all about adeline's birthday, i only remembered yesterday, what an ass i am.
do not trust what i write here totally, they are not written when i'm clearly conscious. i have so much things to spill here but so little time! i can't wait till i'm in penang where i can online with REAL internet conection! it's so hard to blog cos the speed is indescribably 'fantastic'. guess i just have to wait a little longer before the mood and opportunity to write return.
what do i have to say about TARCollege internet service? CRAP!
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