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28.11.05

the time of independence!

this post is dedicated to those of you who have just finished your major exams. I know it's ridiculous to put up an entry in a blog when i can just email it to all of you BUT i can't trust the goddamn fucking email providers nowadays. know why? i actually sent a long email to some of you but heck i gotten to know from a friend that it actually contains nothing but just a line! how frustrating is that? so read the below ya all:


it's merdeka for you 6th formers and also the KDU peeps, hehe what are you guys doing actually? haven't had the time to online so can't really catch up with most of you. thinking that you people are so free now and i'm still in kl makes me miss home! although i am not as binded to home as last time, i think i can pretty much live here for months without going back...got used to it and it's not so bad afterall.

i'll be back in a few weeks time, after my finals, after my checking out of the hostel, after the malacca trip and no, i'm not going to JB, time doesn't allow me to. so it means that i will be back straight after the trip which is on the 15th. can't wait! anticipating for the moment where i see highschool mates, of course hanging out with you guys would definitely be fantastic (let's get drunk for once) haha...

when are you guys coming down to kl? remember to call me out! i'll be there!

on a less brighter note, i'm worrying about not being able to get a room in PJ, went there a couple of times but wasn't happy with what we saw, jo's room was okie but too small. it doesn't help that we are such choosy bitches, at times like these, it sucks. furthermore, bloodsucking UTAR has to ask for money so damn early! that amount to me isn't little, it's gonna be harder than i thought, with my parents still assuring me that it's okay when i know it's not, it somehow makes me cringe with guilt.

well, to all of you who are in penang, enjoy every bit of your life there, it's da safest and most secure place in your life where worries are simple, appreciate all that before you leave home for there won't be much time for you to do that when you actually leave. okay i sound naggy hehe but it's best that we all know that, i've seen many kinds of ppl here, and i sympathise on the few of my friends who think going home is all about digging for allowances and they dread seeing their family because they feel their freedom is threatened. it is acceptable to say you are used to being on your own, as free as can be, but it is unforgivable to say the reason you go back is to get more money, or to say that spending quality time with your family once in a blue moon is a waste of time, i truly look down on these dirtbags who do not value family relationships. i understand it's none of my business that their thinking is such but i can get pretty caught up seeing that they are already granted with the best of everything and yet they couldn't care less. looking at myself, it's ironic how the human brain works. ahh that's the purpose of studying Psychology ey!

ps: wlyn>>if you are reading, come to malacca with us lah! without you, it won't be the same hehe...come la come lah! if your family is not going on a trip that time, you by all means must come!! anyway...what are you doing after finishing those papers? don't tell me just sit at home facing the webcam! get out there and do something la, u will rot and berkulat doing the same old thing every day and whole day summore. the F6 ppl are damn free, and Ms. Saw is in town, go ask them out and have all the fun!

pps: may>>update me with the plans okay, looking forward to meeting you guys soon...you have fun in penang, and i think it is always alright for you to self-invite yourself cos everybody loves pmay! okay lame joke...see ya pretty pretty soooooon!!

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15.11.05

busiest week of the year!

this particular memorable week is undeniably the first time in all of the 19 years of my life that i have come to realise what "stress" really is. life is a mess right now...anger being provoked at a minimum rate of once a day (daily), in addition to assignments, midterms, presentation and misery! its bad. my emotions are chaotic.

i can't think straight nowadays, recently living in my own blurrish world. couldn't be much bothered to what's happening around me. block myself out of any sickening matters cos i do not wanna drag myself into any more nonsense, so in short, i'm a living corpse. aww i sound so pathetic, i really am. i'm so lost, i'd even forgotten all about adeline's birthday, i only remembered yesterday, what an ass i am.

do not trust what i write here totally, they are not written when i'm clearly conscious. i have so much things to spill here but so little time! i can't wait till i'm in penang where i can online with REAL internet conection! it's so hard to blog cos the speed is indescribably 'fantastic'. guess i just have to wait a little longer before the mood and opportunity to write return.

what do i have to say about TARCollege internet service? CRAP!

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9.11.05

updates?

haven't blogged for quite sometime, the connection in the college is so damn slow, i'm impatient to wait for the pages to load forever. these few days have been quite fun although there are alot of work to be done but we go out lepaking as usual, nearly everyday. finally had the chance to savour Klang's mouth-watering bak kut teh! hoho....a friend from klang brought us there, it doesn't really live up to its popularity cos it isn't that great, but i wouldn't say it's bad either, the pork is ahhh so tender!

okie better go back to my practical class now, i actually snuck out in the middle of lesson to come online, god it's really seriously tak boleh tahan-ly too boring there. it's time to sneak back there to mark my attendance hehe...

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2.11.05

Diwali....

HAPPY DEEPAVALI!!!
just a greeting to all those celebrating this festival! hehe have a great new year and enjoy the holidays (unlike me, rushing assignments :( )
HAVE FUN~~

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oh dread....wednesday

i'm finally back in KL, typing from the college computer lab....my first class of the day has just ended and apparently only very few came, aiyo shouldn't have come back this early. even if we skip this practical class, i think the lecturer would be kind enough to mark us present anyway....

my 4-days back at home was nothing close to fun, however i enjoyed being at home, the cosiness, familiarity and warmth you get in your own house is non-comparable to anywhere else in the world. Even when i have zero things to do at home, slacking around watching tv and surfing the internet will just do for me. Not forgetting dinners everyday. Since i've been away from home, i've been missing those dinner time when all of us, parents and sis, would sit together to have mom's homecooked meal. When i was at home, we rarely miss out eating together during dinner time. Dinner is like a family thing, in my family, it is such that when we eat, we eat together. Dunno how many families still practise that nowadays but i'm sure glad mine is still doing so.

rats....have 3 assignments in hands now. one from each subject and yea i'm only doing 3 subjects this short sem and ALL of them have assignments due in either 1 or 2 more weeks time. what's worse is that i dread going to the library to do research, what a torture. and i thought i wanna take advantage of the raya period to go shopping since there won't be many cruising the malls these days, sudah balik kampung! heheh...better get going now, lecture.....

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