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31.1.07

shocking even myself

look at the time i'm typing this. 7 in the MORNING! no, it's not because i didn't sleep the whole night, i actually slept as early as around 10pm and managed to wake up at 6AM! it has to be an accomplishment. since the secondary school days, this has got to be my first time ever i sleep n rise early.

thanks to my throbbing headache, i had to lie on the bed and rest early. i can't seem to take afternoon/evening naps anymore. whenever i do so, i'll end up with a headache that will last the whole night through and sometimes till the next morning. what's wrong with my body functions? i feel old and problematic.

lol and what people say is true, the morning hours somehow feel longer, they go by slower so it's like we can finish more tasks too. take the internet connection for example, its great so far! not lagging not slow, all my pages load fine.

gonna go take panadol now.

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29.1.07

What gives me pleasure?

An itch. Seriously, what do you feel when you scratch a very itchy spot on your own skin? i bet it's like the relief you feel when you empty your bowel after a steamboat buffet meal. However, do not be too aggressive when you scratch with your nails or else pleasure will turn to pain. You need that exact amount of pressure and frequency when scratching to ensure optimum joy of contentment and not tearing of the epidermis.

Hey don't snigger ah! take it from someone who has suffered enjoyed skin allergy, or known as dermatitis, for nearly 6 years and still counting. Imagine the joy i get whenever i indulge a little too much in seafood, eggs, peanuts, alcohol, and fried heaty food.

Don't tell me you can resist this and this. Bullshit!

But yet no matter what, i have to live with it because it can't be fully cured, so once in a while it will pay me a visit or two. So accepting fate (most probably caused by asthma), i stupidly/courageously had a few shots of chivas with my 2 friends. well, nothing happened to my skin on that night itself but unfortunately i started itching like a monkey the next day. Control control, no rubbing the skin. That's the problem with me, i don't get to drink because of the allergy which is so very pathetic. If my parents know about this i can imagine their glaring stare and nagging ringing in my head. It's not like they are against me drinking alcohol or worry that i might turn into an AA. ha-ha. they are more worried that all the cream in the world won't be enough for me to stop my allergy. yea speaking of those cream for allergies, they don't always stop the itch.

As i'm typing all this crap about my crappy skin problem, i'm crappily itching all over; my arms, thighs, stomach, back, legs and even my little finger.

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21.1.07

this minute this second

urhh! dunno what's wrong with the connection.waited so so ssssooo long for blogger page to load just so that i can sign in and add my entry. while waiting for it to fully load, i'm typing all this on notepad first.

How's everything back in kl? it has been so-so, nothing bad nothing great. However, i feel it's a lot better than before. what's that that is better remains something only I know. ok ok it's just a feeling. Last semester was not bad actually, working in PJ allowed me to get out of the hse more frequently than the sem before and it felt real good of course. but then again, it had not done too good to my studies.

damn the connection. now telling me that there's problem loading. streamyx sucks. okie back to me, i enrolled for 4 psych subjects this sem, hope that i can handle them, handling them also includes consistent revision and concentration in classes which i have yet to do until now. all the talk abt working harder for this and that is really me bullshiting myself. gotta stop saying out loud how i wanna try and work it out. despite all the worries and thoughts about performing better, i'm still a slacker with no determination and willpower for sure. what's my progress so far? hours of potato-couching watching "virtues of harmony 2".

- the end -

ps: this entry is written out of mere obligation to update my blog after nearly half a month. will follow up with a more meaningful post next. and let's not forget again that streamyx is the worst broadband service available in the country.

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4.1.07

Ah Foo

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY, JADE!

woohoo, u are the first among all of us to turn 21 - the legal age to do just about anything..hehe. Dun think u will be reading this, anyway all the best in everything you pursue!

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Wishlist

Oh well, since it's the new year I'm gonna make a list of the things i wanna own this 2007. Including things i want for Chinese New Year, too.

  1. Handphone : SEZ550i - checked
  2. Levi's jeans - checked but substituted with PA's
  3. Wallet
  4. Nice necklace
  5. Swatch watch (winter's collection)
  6. Converse canvas - checked
  7. Tops
  8. MP3 player
  9. Memory stick
  10. A passport (haha!)
Gonna continue with the quest of accomplishing the full list, there are more things which i want but gotta wait for now. I can start dreaming.

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My big day

Turned 20 at my uncle's house in BM. No celebration at all for me, so sad one. haha. However, a week before my birthday my sister sponsored a strawberry cheesecake for me. they planned for it to be an early birthday celebration for me but i didn't want anything troublesome so we just enjoyed the cake together at home. it's good enough, warm and happy.


On my birthday, the 23rd Dec Saturday 2006, everyone in the house was busy preparing for my cousin sister's wedding nite, i ended up in this restaurant somewhere in BM which served quite bad tasting food. uaakh! nobody enjoyed the food, after looking at the first appetizer dish, my appetite flew away instantly. So bored during the dinner that i camwhore with my sis and mom with my new phone. Here's the outcome:

Sis and I

me and mom

By the time dinner finished, we still gotta wait till all the guests leave before we made a move. But then, having a close relative marrying really made me feel like a VVIP, especially the treatment by other further relatives. Anyway, the workload continued the next day that was supposed to be the "real" day. the groom came to bring the bride back to his place. he was quite pitiful actually, he felt sick and was down with fever but had to endure the obstacles created by my cousin's noisy girl-friends somemore. They forced him to down a glass of lime + lemon juice, another glass of super-duper insanely sweet drink, 3 pieces of wasabi-spread biscuits and he had to answer some ridiculous questions and to perform a funny dance. Quite funny, so hard to marry, i was thinking what if he suddenly quit and said he doesn't wanna go ahead anymore? hehe just a thought, it would be really funny then. I got to witness the whole big crap plus the entire ceremony cos i was my uncle's assistant photographer. very the 'pa pai'. Didn't know until then that taking photos can be quite a tiring and energy-consuming job especially when you gotta run around making sure you get every shot. barely ate anything at all the whole morning and noon, the same with my uncle.

Conclusion: wedding preparation is not that easy, so far what i've seen scares me already. With all the funny and weird ceremonies and customs, really troublesome. Anyhow, it's still a happy occasion, so glad for my cousin, finally got to marry the man she loves. May they stay happily married for life.

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1.1.07

Welcome 2007

01.01.07 is here! with just a blink of an eye, we've entered a whole new year once again. I dunno why but I kinda feel like 2006 passed by way much faster than the years before. Time is seeping by without me even noticing. Procrastination is deadly evil! It turns years into months, months into days, days into hours and even hours into minutes. Probably that's why i did not realise how time flies and then fails to be more productive than i should be.

Anyway, enough blahss... here to welcome the new year!

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2007

What resolutions do i have for this new beginning? Hmm... let's see:
  1. work hard and earn my grades
  2. lose weight and stop whining
  3. be less lazy and start making an effort to keep in touch with more friends
  4. be thrifty and save more allowance
  5. let my dad win more lotteries so i can get more allowance
  6. meet more new friends and polish my social life
  7. have enough money to enjoy (eg: shopping, in-country vacation, food, fun) myself (contradicts #4 : so what?)
  8. must go Thailand, any part of it, even Hatyai counts
  9. before that, make passport first
  10. wanna go Singapore!
Oishey, that's all first lah for now. lastly, may i be blessed with stronger will power to accomplish all that in 2007. hehe.

Did not get to go out and celebrate new year's eve dis year. Was at home coughing and fever-ing away welcoming the year 2007 while my friends were out having fun at Queensbay, hor! But then nevermind, at least i still got to watch fireworks from my sister's bedroom window. So many places displayed fireworks, confirm Penangites are quite rich, from one place to another the display officially ended at around 12.20am.

Here's a random photo gotten from the web for my blog to celebrate also.

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